aDAMIANebi arseboben zogjer ggonia, rom marto es xdeba sxva yvelaperi ki marto arsebobistvisa, an saertodac shemtxvevit gamosdit, an amas ubralod bunebrivi motxovnilebebi gansazgvraven, mokled araprit gansxvdeba iyo adamini da iyo ubralod arseba, suntqav shenc suntqavs isic sxva danarcheni wmindaa, miuwvdomelii yoveli mcdeloba misken miiswrapvis, magram ara imitom rom vinmes es unda, ara imitom rom sxvam dainaxos,, zogjer ggonia, rom gamoqvabulshi cxovrobdi gamoxvedi da ganagrdze chveulebriv cxovreba, ganagrdze da vigac gagibrazda, vigacas ar moewone, vigacas moewone, (imas vistanac axlo urtiertoba ar gaqvs) moewone ubralod imitom, rom saintereso iyavi moewone droebit, zogi giyurebs da ar esmis ratom irtuleb cxovrebas, simartivee xom gaadvilebs, magram araaa ara radgan es mxolod adamianebs akmayopilebt , yoveldgiuri urtiertobebii, uamravi adamiani romelsac xedav, isini visac upro xshirad xedav, upro metic vinc sul shens gverditaa, magram mxolod dges, mxolod am konkretul momentshiii. shenelebul kadrs ggavs es yvelaperii chartav chveulebriv rejims da aravinaaa, moqmedeba dasrulebulia shedegi ki arasasiamovnoo. mizezs ver igeb is igebs, is am kanonebit cxovrobda ver mostxov agixsnas, ver mostxov gagigos, ertxel gulwrpelad natqvami sityvebi, urtiertobebi ishleba permkrtaldeba sawyiss etaps ubrundeba titqos arc arsebobdnen, ramdenime xanshi arc gardacvlilebshi chaitvlebian, shen ki shen isev gaocebuli xar shenshi ori samyaro arsebobs ertit adamianebtan urtieroba giwevs meoreti shen tavtan urtiertobbb orive kargad gamoggdis oriveti kmayopili xar, magram yvelaze gulwrpeli sheni sammyaroa shens tavs ar sschirdeba imis mtkiceba, rom ramis gaketeba sxvanairad gindoda da sxvanairad gamogivida , shentvis mnishvnelovani sheni samyaroa, magram arsebobistvis mnishvnelovani piriqit is samtyaro, romlitac garshemomyopeptan urtiertob ertis dangreva dags gitovebs, magarm swrapadve agidgen, meore ganadgurebas ar gapatiebs, ar sheidzleba, amis upleba ar gaqvs radgan shen am samyaroshi cxovrob shen giwevs adaminebtan urtiertoba, ara aqvs mnishvneloba shen xar adamiani tu ara, es ase unda iyos tu ginda rom iarsebo, pilmebi qmnian idealur samyaros, sadac yvelaperi tavistavad xdeba, yvelaperii haapy endit mtavrdeba .. araa araa mxolod myari psiqikis adamianntatvisaa pilembiii da ara sustebistvis nanaxi shens gonebashi yoveldgiuri cxovrebis magalitad( xshir shemtxevvashi sauketeso magalitad) ileqeba da ggonia, rom shen cxovrebashic ase unda moxdes elodebi asauketesos elodebi happy ends elodebi... elodebi... elodebii ... elodebi da tandatan kargavv, kargavv yvelapers sasaplaod iqcevi sadac bevris iyvarulia moklul,i sadac sheni ocnebebia mokluli, romelic mxolod imitom ar agixda rom ramdenime wlis shemdeg es ubralod "modashi" agaraa........ arsebobo amboben da es yvelaze mciredia ris gaketebac adamians sheuddzlia .tu arsebob da tan cxovrob, tu cxovrob da kidev xar erti arc amas gapatieben undA iyo bevri da chveulebrivi ,rom problemebi ar shegeqmnas unda iyo arsebaaaaaaa arsebaaaaaa arsebaaaaa, romelic arsebobs da meti araperii. ........ yvelas aqvs upleba sakutari peri hqondes, sakutri perit xedavdes, sakutari perit esmodes arseboba. amas acnobiereb, magram mainc ar shegidzlia gaugo mainc ar shegidzlia sheeguo, adamins erti naxvit uyvardebao, ara amas wlebi schirdebao, ara amas ubralod situacia gansazgvravso, piqroob da vercerts ver gaamtyuneb bolomde da verc meore s aqcev srul cheshmaritebad, titoeli matgani vigacistvis gamartlda vigacistvis ara amitom bolomde verasodes vityvit romelia chventvis sauketoso , shegvidzlia shedareibit uketesi avirchiot mtavaria icode, rom arcerti garantirebuli ar aris mzad unda iyo yvela shemtxvevis kolapsistvis , me iisprad vxedavv es arc a vardisperi satvalea da arc nigabi, romlitac yvelapers lamaz perebshi xedav ara es ubralod chemi xedvaa, chemshic ori samyaroa, chemshic arseba ar arsebobs, mec damengra meore samyaros nawili da ar mapaties." kanonzomierebaa" amas yvelaze natlad xsnis..... me mesmis, me gavige, magram es ar aris sakmarisi, tu ginda rom sxvebtan ertad icxovro. ........ bolos ubralod markesis "siyvaruli jamianobis dros" maxsendeba da kidev ertxel vrwmundebi rom arc aseti wignebi unda waikitxon sustebma, ar mesmis wamshi gamqrali sheggrdznebebis ar mesmis vardisperi satvalis ar mesmis ararsebuli idiotizmis...... arc sentimentalizmis xasiatzse var ubralod es isa rac sul iyo. boroti sityvebi ubralod giadvilebs cxovrebas da gamotqmas " life goes on"
ar aris aucilebeli vinme dametanxmos.
ar maqvs tmebi kared shechrili.
ავტორო, ვერ ვკითხულობ 2 მიზეზის გამო. შავზე თეთრი თვალს მჭრის, და ამ ყველაფრის დაწერა ქართულად ხო შეიძლებოდა ?
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